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Journal Entry: Fri Jun 29, 2007, 1:30 PM


Full Force

A hectic life is not something I’d rather live, but that’s what this spring and early summer have dealt me: a drained stamina and progressive lack of ambition. My routine starts when I get in front of this computer and turn up the music, trying to remember that a real world exists - a real world where people don’t have to produce analytical commentary about British literature or study the phonetic structure of a word like ‘dipper.’ To say the least, I’m very glad this semester is finally over. But in a week, I’ll be back at a desk again, waking up to take exams on prose and the limit of my patience.

I’ve realized that this stage in my life is a tricky one. You’ve got to learn the social physics of this world and learn how to tweak them a little in order to ultimately succeed. As people, we follow a concentric path, also choosing new ones along the way to make ourselves different from the norm, hoping it’ll take us somewhere better in the end. Maybe this is the shape of destiny itself.

Institutional Unity and its Unendurable Instances

I was deviating with ~3rdtech a few months ago and writing about the lack of compatibility in American school systems, why standardization limits a student in the end, and why this is also a little socialist. These last few semesters have been a test on how to tolerate just that. Don’t get me wrong: I want everyone to remember that education is the result of one’s hard work through lecture. But with time, the concept of a lecture has certainly ‘evolved.’ In Miami, you’ll get teachers who encourage students to reflect on a professor’s thoughts or commentary about a work, and with that, you’ll get people who like to relate the course material to a story about their own personal lives. Teachers will surprisingly only smile and encourage these stupid asides. Let it be known that I don’t give a shit about someone’s trip to Venice or hearing about a West Palm Beach fortune teller, and this is not what I went to class for – wasting others’ time by saying these things aloud is wrong.

As a prime example, this is something I want to call an ‘unendurable instance.’ I first wonder about why someone would want to make private events a public matter to begin with, and as a result, I become disturbed. Most of the time, this type of remark has little relevance to the material anyway. So why is there a need to comment in the first place? I’m captivated by why a person would want to vocalize their campfire tales to another classmate. Who really gives a shit? That’s why it’s impossible for people who exercise this mentality to be critical thinkers in the long run: they’ve proven to rely over and over again on this oddball approach, misunderstanding what it really means to achieve a standard through literary reflection. In other words, it’s easy to see how stupid people give intellectual homogeny a reason to exist.

The most important way to show a teacher that you understand and are responsive to course material is by doing well on the essays or tests. In the real world, people don’t expose themselves to understand a Renaissance text.

A Leave of Absence

Neglect is one of my favorite escapes from something that bothers me. I think it works like magic for almost everything, except school. It’s easy for someone to neglect washing dishes for a couple of days or doing laundry, but it’s impossible to use this approach towards college because everyday is virtually a deadline. dA, being something I was once very addicted to, was essential to disregard through these times of transitory research. This is why I haven’t been reading any journals or adding favorites like I normally do.

I will not be able to read the 253 journals you all have written, nor will I look at all 1200 deviations in my box. Because of this overflow, I will also stop watching a few deviants because they’ve been producing poor works by the dozens each day – a lot of it is shit. For some reason, a few artists feel that their work and its reception will improve by producing a mass quantity of garbage every other day. No more!

Name That Tune

I’ve finally learned how to use the program Reason, and I’m having a lot of fun making tracks again. What a difference from Fruity Loops – with this utility, there are no limits. Please have a listen to my second-ever creation and tell me what you think: [link] Now that’s some promotional shit right there. (Remember to enter the code in the top-right area.)

It’s called BBB2 for now, but I need help naming it. I’m thinking about putting it on Beatport.com for download as a Progressive release, but please tell me if you think otherwise about its genre. So come up with a name for it and make me a fucking star!

Team Rocket Arrives

There’s also a video that you need to see from Florida Supercon, the last comic book convention I went to: [link] LMAO. Those events are really fun and I laugh so goddamn much. Team Rocket from Pokemon arrived on the spot to ‘make it double!’ Fight!



SPINNING THE WHEEL OF LIFE 24/7 - THANKS TO *M-Fox!!!


Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22.
  • Current Residence: Miami - City of 'obsession.'
  • Interests: British Lit. 1000AD-1700AD, free-timing, hanging out, house, roulette, winning, & vacations.
  • Favourite movie: Downfall, In The Company Of Men, Notes On A Scandal, Quills, & way too many more...
  • Favourite band or musician: J. Digweed, N. Fanciulli, Get Physical Records, D. Howells, Pitch & Hold, S. Tomiie, & N. Wa
  • Favourite genre of music: Deep & Progressive House, Dancehall, Electro, Eurobeat, Minimal, Screw, Slot machine music.
  • Favourite artist: =analog77, ~andycouncil, =iamabee, ~LadyKaeru, =neolestat, *Popgrafix, *rjcarroll, ~WorshipGary
  • Favourite poet or writer: Euripides, Ovid, and all of my dead homedawggs from the Middle Ages & UK Renaissance: Chaucer...
  • Favourite photographer: (Above cont'd.): Elizabeth I, Jonson, More, Petrarch, Shakespeare, & Spenser.
  • Favourite style of art: All Photography, Brushes, Crime, Dark, Manga, Marvel, Photomanips. (Are some of those even styles?)
  • Operating System: Triple Beam.
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes (by far).
  • Shell of choice: Shell gasoline for preferably less than $3.00/gallon.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Tito's Hamster Farm, Ocala.
  • Skin of choice: Ganguro and asian women with nice teeth.
  • Favourite game: .hack Series, Katamari Damacy Series, SW Battlefront I & II, Wheel Of Fortune, & Winning 11.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2.
  • Favourite cartoon character: The bird and all other slot machine game mascots.
  • Personal Quote: "He lives in you."
  • Tools of the Trade: Dell and Reason.

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~artisticwit:iconartisticwit: Jul 17, 2008, 5:54:46 AM
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~3rdtech:icon3rdtech: May 26, 2008, 9:20:07 PM
Yo dude what\'s up.

It\'s been a while since we\'ve talked, what\'s up man?

(P.S: I\'ve had some jane tonight, if I\'m weird to you at all shhh...)
~LadyKaeru:iconLadyKaeru: May 7, 2008, 8:02:45 PM
WHY WON'T YOU LOOK AT ME?!?!

:rofl:

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*rjcarroll:iconrjcarroll: May 1, 2008, 5:59:02 PM
Thank you for the :+fav:s Bro!

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~DRS2406:iconDRS2406: Apr 20, 2008, 9:39:47 AM
Thanks for the :+devwatch: ,mate !

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~spyderraver:iconspyderraver: Apr 16, 2008, 8:24:37 PM
yeah i guess so. and we don't have to look hard for it either - it just comes straight to us, unwarranted and unwelcome.

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*Cmac13:iconCmac13: Apr 15, 2008, 6:26:05 AM
oh well, i guess there is always an exception to every rule :tears:

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~spyderraver:iconspyderraver: Apr 15, 2008, 12:05:27 AM
i'm sorry but i feel your service is kind of lame: i was born on a sunday and i'm not 'bonny'.

i just don't get it.

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*rjcarroll:iconrjcarroll: Apr 12, 2008, 6:19:34 PM
Don't be a stranger yo!

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~Jijava:iconJijava: Apr 12, 2008, 5:06:34 AM
howdy.

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~spyderraver:iconspyderraver: Apr 9, 2008, 12:09:43 AM
im here.. still alive..

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~spyderraver:iconspyderraver: Apr 9, 2008, 12:09:24 AM
thx amigo

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~spyderraver:iconspyderraver: Apr 9, 2008, 12:09:14 AM
hi im ok ^^

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~spyderraver:iconspyderraver: Apr 9, 2008, 12:09:03 AM
thanks tL. i spam facebook now.

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~magikwishez:iconmagikwishez: Apr 7, 2008, 9:58:49 PM
:star: :damphyr: Happy Birthday!! ^_^
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:iconspyderraver:
an old fashioned rhyme for you on your special day
Monday's child is fair of face.
Tuesday's child is full of grace.
Wednesday's child is loving and giving.
Thursday's child works hard for a living,
Friday's child fears no foe.
Saturday's child has far to go.
And Sunday’s child is bonny and wise in every way.

More about the rhyme: [link]

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=synconi:iconsynconi: Apr 7, 2008, 2:17:42 AM
:wave: Happy birthday!!! :party: :cake: :heart:

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*birthdays:iconbirthdays: Apr 7, 2008, 1:51:53 AM
:w00t: :dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's April 7th which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:

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*rjcarroll:iconrjcarroll: Apr 6, 2008, 9:47:14 PM
Where are ya nig?

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*lyc:iconlyc: Apr 6, 2008, 1:59:38 PM
hey bitch happy birthday ;P
=analog77:iconanalog77: Apr 6, 2008, 9:43:44 AM
thanks spy! how is it going?

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~ejaramillo:iconejaramillo: Apr 5, 2008, 1:39:11 AM
pasando a saludar!

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